finding elsewhere.

28th december, 2024.

i want to writhe on him.

shed my own skin and wear his. have his bite infect me and leave a mark. have his poison fill me up and let me become his host. i want to count the ripples of his skin as i force him into my mouth. give him reason to punish me and become reptilian. let him wear me.

wear him out.

i want my mouth to taste of him. feel as though he has thousands of hands, finding me, torturing me, pleasuring me.

i want to lick every inch of his body. trace each freckle with my tongue. wonder where other women have been before me and curse their paths.

i want to drink poison from his lips and turn myself inside out just to frighten him.

i want to watch him masturbate. become a spider on his wall. watch as he says my name under his breath as he climaxes. becoming sticky with memories of me.

in the space above my head, we both become snakes and coil around one another.

feed and digest. create and destroy.

let me be the infestation that plagues his peace. let me watch his eyes roll back into his skull. let him curse me. mourn the days i am not there.

let him be disgusted by me. his worst nightmare incarnate. let me wake him in the dead of night. let him taste me in his blood. become the worst version of himself in pursuit of my orgasm.

i am tied by ribbon to the claws of his ribcage. i am broken teeth and powdered enamel. i am hell.

i want to be the reason he never wants to look at another woman again. i summon the energy needed to be destroyed by him. be my obsession and let me be yours.

i am everything i never wanted to be in his presence.

i am romance and i am your descent into hades. wrap your tongue around mine and be still. turn off all of the stars and tell the devil to expect us.